Someday

Someday...

Someday, I'll believe the positive self talk.

Someday, I'll feel confident, bold, and secure.

Someday, I won't feel alone in a crowded room.

Someday, I'll actually accept myself.

Someday, I'll trust myself.

Someday, I'll let someone in without pushing them away.

Someday, I'll learn to receive love again.

Someday, I'll unlearn constant vigilance.

Someday, I'll be deserving of of my greatest desires.

Someday, I won't break it before I get out of the store.

Someday, I'll see me as others do.

Someday, I'll make you proud.

Someday, I'll make Me proud.

In the meantime I'll keep trying and when I fall, I'll let myself feel and absorb all the lessons I can. In the meantime. I'll keep trying to convince myself that Someday can be today... if only I allow it.